I thought i gave my all, i loved her so much. matter of factly I still do. if she comes back it'll be the happiest day of my life. But my brain tells me how pathetic i sound. yes for the sake of love I am. Maybe am even getting the concept wrong. she never really liked me she thought she would and it took a string of events and some space to make her make up her mind and tell me to fuck off in the nicest of ways. I still love her. the day she comes back would be the greatest day of my life. She managed me, why? i just started working and earn a bit over a hundred, i haven't gotten a car and a personal residence yet. i guess that cant make her love me. the signs were there, the unneeded anger, the sidelining when with friends, the few calls, no texts, vexations over little questions, the bbm flirtings...it was all there but I was in love. I am left standing here licking my wounds while she moves on like i never happened. Yes I still love her.I never learn how to get my emotions in check and understand the simple basic rule, BITCHES WANT MONEY AND COMFORT!!! give it to them and they will fall in love even if you are Lucifer. WHAT DO WOMEN WANT? 90% is money and you see the remaining 10% it's easy to figure it out later just get your money first. Women's love ain't for free no more u gotta pay. PAY UP MUTHAFUCKAH. I hurt, memories hunt me, her pictures are all over my phone and laptop and in my cerebellum.
N.B: you wanna fall in love? ask yourself two questions, Where is this girl coming from? and How much do you have? oh it's three, Do you have a car?
Good girls are out there but you have a 10:1 chance of meeting them because even that one girl is just discovering she's a material girl. I still love her tho and i want her back.
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